ugh i’m irrationally angry at one of my friends again for no reason

and I’m hiding how fucking sad I am right now with hyper blogging

and I’m just struggling.

Back to square one.

Razor. Upper left arm, upper right thigh.

Wouldn’t stop bleeding for about two hours

and I haven’t slept.

Just when I thought I was getting better.

I’m meant to be going out with S tomorrow, and I really want to go but I don’t know if I can face it.

I’m in one of those moods where I don’t know if I’m happy or sad and I’m just floating in between waiting to fall.

It’s not good.

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Today has been really rough… I’ll post about it a bit more in a bit.

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I’m really fucking angry right now

and I know I shouldn’t be and I should just grow the fuck up and stop letting people upset me

but once again, someone I trusted let me down.

and the worst thing is, I know they don’t even realise it. They don’t mean to, and it makes how I feel about it even more pathetic.

fucking eiowhrdkflb

it’s 3;36am, and I’m not going into school tomorrow. I just can’t face it.