If you don’t like something change it; if you can’t change it, change the way you think about it. – Mary Engelbreit
my mum is sick again.
which sucks for lots of reasons.
but it just feels like something else I have to deal with, on top of everything else. And I love my mum, because she’s my mum, but I don’t really feel attached to her- that’s terrible isn’t it? ugh. Anyway that’s how I feel. I think it’s because I’ve never truly felt like she’s cared for me, so it’s always been difficult.
It’s weird, I’m not upset, I’m just kind of tired..
I went to hobby craft and bought loads of stuff, so I’m going to start doing my collages again. I haven’t done it in a while but it normally distracts me enough.
In other news, I haven’t cut in a week. So yay.
Also, D gave me this really quite letter type thing which I’ll type up in a minute, and it turned a really shit day into an amazing one.