31/01/2012

today was okay. I hadn’t slept much, so I was really tired. It was quite difficult to act okay today, I don’t know why exactly- It’s probably because I wanted to sleep, but I just felt like I was on edge all day.

Went into town with D and got her glasses, and felt better. History was just annoying- I’ve done a fuck load of reading around this topic, and it’s relevant, but my teacher went in a completely different direction, and this girl made some snide comment about how I’m ‘always tired’ and then yeah

but getting out of school helped.

It’s only been 2 days but drawing/scrap booking is really helping. I really wanted to cut last night but I didn’t, and I think doing it again tonight just distracted me/cheered me up. So yeah.

This is boring. Sorry.